In The Beginning

Before I start writing this, I have to say that I started writing last night in a notebook but then realized that it would be so much easier on the "Internets." So What I am going to do is, before I begin my journal stuff, is put down the date and time of when I began writing yesterday. And I think I am going to talk as if I was talking to a person and not just to myself. Okay, lets begin...

Monday, March 10, 2008 11:53pm

Okay. So this evening I have decided that I should start keeping a journal... or diary, whatever you want to call it. The main reason why I thought that I should start keeping one is because it was brought to my attention this evening that I have no friends. So my plan is to start writing down what I do and maybe I can figure out what I am doing wrong. Not only that, but the girl I seem to have fallen in love with told me that I should go on a date this coming Friday. This is when I realized that I know absolutely no one here, and especially no one to go on a date with.

-I have a section here where I talk about myself and who I am a little, but I think it's best to leave it out since this is on the Internets-

Anyway, ever since we moved here, I have been reluctant to make any friends. I do have a few acquaintances, and I am not counting people from work because I would probably not want to hang out with them on my free time. I do have one "sorta kinda" friend, Robert, my roommate, but I am not counting him either. Now that we know my friend issue, you can conclude that I spend a lot of time by myself. Because of all this alone time, I think and ask myself many questions and the same one always seems to come up. Am I supposed to be alone? I do not want anyone to misunderstand, because I do enjoy the alone time, but when it is the only time that I have I begin to think that maybe this is how I am supposed to live my life. Hopefully you can see my dilemma, maybe you can help me solve it. It is now 12:30am and I have become stuck with another problem, go to sleep or keep writing? I think I will get to bed even though I have all of these things that I want to explain and write about. I will just have to explain more tomorrow, or actually later today. Goodnight.

So that was from last night and I plan on writing some more today sometime. But right now I have a few other priorities but I will try and write some more before I go to work. Later.